Arrrgh, i want to cry maybe i will feel better.
I want to hate my Dad but i feel its wrong. I have been on break since december but i'm still here doin noting just eating,sleeping,and playing around with my computer.
Since before my break i asked my Dad if i could go to nigeria and he promised me i would, here i am still over here, anytime i ask him he keeps saying you will come.I have my things ready just waiting for my ticket. I'm fed up but i cant give up,i still believe i would still be going.
Why on earth would he promise me if he knows he cant send me the ticket??? Why didnt he tell me in the first place that he cant afford it ehn??If he had said it in the very first place i wouldn't mind at least i wont have hope abi??? Mscheew,i'm really depressed right now all i want is to cry *sigh*.
I think i will just call him up and cry on the phone maybe that will work.
Hope you guys are having a wonderful weekend,mine is not any good. Would be back to do a proper post just needed to vent my anger.
Xx
dont get depressed, bc it wont help!! see if it will work out but if not, i hope you have a job so you can just pay for urself, since your dad is making promises that he cant keep!! reminds me of of what my 'dad' did to me last xmas...and i really thought i was going to go to Nigeria...try n take ur mind off it...
ReplyDelete@onosetale: Wish i have a job i would have been in 9ja by now. Been trying to take my mind off it but its really hard will try harder. Thanks for stopping by.
ReplyDeletesometimes they don't know how to say these things. I knw sm1 that her dad sent her a one way ticket back to 9ja. He couldn't afford school for the time but he did not know how to tell her!
ReplyDeleteJust keep strong... try to find a job maybe!!
This too shall pass! :)
@la pimpette: I'd prefer him just telling me straight that he cant afford it than making the promise. Thanks dear,would try and find one.
ReplyDeleteYeah you should raise the subject of getting a job with your parents so like now, you can get your own ticket. Sorry OK?
ReplyDeleteMyne: Sure i would,i just hope they agree.Thanks.
ReplyDeletedont feel bad..i wanted to go back to nigeria too..infact i had a ticket and they finally told me after so many months of being excited that i wasnt coming home and that was how i left a nonrefundable ticket to go to waste.just relax dear.
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ReplyDeleteLeggy: Your's is even worst atleast mine i know i dont have the ticket.Thanks dear.
ReplyDeleteoh dear..i feel ur despair,try not to hang the oldman, sometimes it gets that way. so i agree with u taking ur mind off it and doing something fun, if it works,u take it otherwise u won't feel let down so badly..
ReplyDeletealso, when next u talk to ur popsy, ask him outright if something is up if making the trip would be a big stress on them alternatively, sound them out, like it's not a big deal anymore and that u r doing something fun with friends right now and cutting it out for the trip would be a bit unsettling(something of d sort) see how he takes it cos like has been said, it just could be that he can't tell u cos u'dbbe disappointed so if he feels u won't feel so bad, u might find out something..
don't cry, ugh..hugs..xoxo
Histreasure:Thanks hun,i'll try and use your advice and see how it will work out.
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