Trust and Hurt

Many times the ones we trust most are the ones who hurt us the most.
When trust is gone there is nothing left just a sad and painful mess.That’s a lesson I learned so hard from all the god-forsaken things you have done.I had your back,you had my soul and beat it till my blemished lips mouthed nothing but a loathing groan.

I never thought you destroy me so,you played with my emotions and snapped them like pencil.Not even to cry or give a care just took my mind damned it bare.You try to turn it all around; put all the blame on me by reminding me of what we use to be.You said “I had my reasons and I gave you chances” but you killed them all.So you sit there laughing your cursed laugh,as I slowly fall into the deep unknown.

I blame myself for this I guess… for I saw the green flame glowing in your glassy eyes but I chose to devise for you to help you through the suppose “hell” you go through.I am stronger now and I suppose this is the time where I learn who my real friends are.I think its time I delete it all as I walk down this long dreary hall because the old me is gone and everything this time is said and done.
Said and done…..

Hope everyone had a wonderful weekend,mine was great,hanged out with friends.
Xx