Naij here I comeeeeee!!!!

Halloooosssss :)

You all can see I'm happy. Well the exams went well I was done on friday.I won't carry first and I won't come last sha :D.

On the other hand my countdown ends tomorrow, I'll be off to Naij tomorrow and will be there by tuesday. I really can't wait I'm so excited. I've missed naij so much. So I told my mum to cook poundy and egusi soup *drooling* hehe I so much love poundy its like my best food.

I know I won't be able to blog back in Nigeria because I'll be so busy but I'm going to be around reading and leaving comments on blogs. I have to go now and finish up my packing *grining*

Love y'all

Xx

P.S I will be seeing the BF very soon :D :D

Damn Me!!!

So my Blog's birthday was on the 3rd Nov, it came and passed and I didn't even realize see how school can make one go crazy huh? Well its kinda not my fault. My computer is practically dead the motherboard got spoilt. How? I don't know. Well the laptop can like to hug transformer coz I'm very broke to get it repaired. So I just dumped it on the table and haven't checked on it again. May God punish HP sha, I'll never advise anyone to get a HP laptop #shikena.

School has been a bitch, exams starts next week. Sigh. But on the brighter side I'll be off to Naij in 12 days!!! Whoop Whoop! I really can't wait. Been away from the family and friends for 2 years is not easy. This is the first and last time i will do that again.

Anyhoos I borrowed my sister's laptop and I can hear her screaming my name. So I gats to return the laptop to the owner now. I should be back before I leave for Naij.

Thanks for all your kind comments on my last post. I really felt loved. Things are kinda okay but definitely won't be back to normal until I'm done with exams. I'm scared to death about this exams and I've been very worried lately causing my ulcer attacks all because of the stress.

I have to go now, get some food to eat and then back to books.

Luv y'all!!!

Xx

Tears

My Life is such a mess right now!


I cried my eyes out today.


I'm scared to voice out my worries to anyone because they all won't take it serious, they believe I worry alot even over little things :(


I hate my school and the people in it.


I Just want to be home and won't have to look at any book again.


I can't wait to graduate (have 2 more years left)


Finally, I hate my life right NOW!!!


P.S Any idea why chinkos are soooo mean???


P.P.S Wish y'all a wonderful week ahead, mine is going to be a stressfull one.


Xx

WOW!!!! I Can't beleive its 2 months since I blogged. I really miss this space. Blame it on school, I've really being tied up with school work, I really cant wait for the semester to finish. Right now I'm writing a 2500 words essay due on wednesday and God bless procrastination I just started it today. Sigh.

I really have a lot to say but my time is limited promise to be back soon darlyns. Thanks to my followers, even as I haven't been blogging the number of my folowers increased. Hope y'all had a wonderful weekend and wishing u guys a great week ahead.

Xx

A Lonely Soul

Thanks for all your advice on my last post, I told BF about it and he said i should keep myself out of it so i did as he said but then we were chating with the friend and somehow her boyfriend's topic came up so i tried to talk to her a bit about it witout letting her knnow he told me or so. She promised to change so we are keeping our fingers crossed.

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A lonely soul I was before your
warmth took me into hostage
I look into your eyes and you
melt away all my bondage

And when am around you
all I seem to get is static
coz you cross my synapses
get me fanatic

Then you light my way
with your stare
your ever exposing glare

I was lost in the woods
and you were there
my Big Bad Wolf
and I your
little Red Riding Hood

You stole my heart quiet slowly
but oh so clear
and my heart
shall be always yours
and to that I SWEAR

You’ve loved me so much
like no other
always there for me
to hold loose or bother

You push my buttons
in all the right ways
and when it gets rainy
with you is where my heart lays

I never thought I’d say this....
but I love you coz you love me
and I cherish you coz it was
only you that truly saw me

I love the way we break up
and make up in just an instance
that is why a foot away from you
seems too much distance

For we've fought battles
to declare our love and
we've fought the fight and
stayed true to our cause

So I ask you would you love me
10years from now
as you do now???
Because I will keep my heart for you
ever deep ever true....

PS: Congratulations to all the winners of the nigerian blog awards category B and also to the nominess.

Xx

I'm Back!!!

Hello My darling people of blogville. I know i haven't been around for so long its not my fault o its my internet. I haven't had access to the internet for almost a month now plus i just finished my exams but i've been following all your blogs and reading them but maybe not leaving comments sha. I use my phone for everything so i really find it hard leaving comments and all. Anyway i have it fixed now so hopefully you would all see me on your blogs. And yes i dint leave blogville.

So much has been happening in my life, fought with BF didnt talk for weeks all because of him been jealous. Abeg make i ask una why are guys more jealous than girls the last time i checked jealousy was a girl's trait anway we sorted things out and since then we've been all lovey dovey...hehe

I have this friend whose boyfriend came to see me and said he wanted to talk to me as a friend not as the girl's friend he went on tellin me the problems he has been having with her and how he is fed up and thinkin of letting her go. I'm sure you all have started wondering whats wrong in that abi? The problem here is that he asked me not to tell her we talked about it plus he asked me to go out with him then we talk there so i'm feeling guilty because the girl is in nigeria right now i really want to tell her but the guy doesnt want her to know plus i don't know how she would take it. But i'm also scared someone tells her i was with her bf when she was away. So my people what do you all think should i tell her or not?? Me i don't want trouble o!

What do you all think about my template?? Been wanting to change it ever since but i don't know how to do it and where to find nice templates. This one i'm using i got it from desing up there but it doesnt look cool i still want to change it so any suggestions? I have talked enough for today make i save the remaining gist for the next post.

PS: I can't believe i have 33 followers now! this is wonderful i'm really grateful, i would never disappoint you guys i would keep on updating my blog i promise.

PPS: Congrats to all who won the blog awards. I know i'm late but better late than never abi? Looking forward to voting for the next category.

Luv y'all
Xx

A DAY WITHOUT LAUGHTER IS A WASTED DAY! so enjoy....


Once while visiting a very rich friend, the maid approached me and ... see the big trouble I had.

Question: What would you like to have, fruit juice, soda,
tea, chocolate, cappuccino, frapuccino or coffee?

Answer: Tea please.
88

Question : Ceylon tea, Indian tea, herbal tea, bush tea,
honey bush tea, iced tea or green tea?


Answer: Ceylon tea please.


Question : How would you like it, black or white?


Answer: White.


Question : Milk or fresh cream?


Answer: With milk.


Question : Goat's milk or cow's milk?


Answer; With cow's milk please.


Question : Freezeland cow or Afrikaner cow?


Answer: Umm, think I'll just take it black.


Question : Would you like it with sweetener, sugar or honey?

Answer: With sugar.


Question : Bee sugar or cane sugar?


Answer: Cane sugar.


Question : White, brown or yellow sugar?


Answer: Ok, forget about the tea, just give me a glass
of water instead.


Question :Mineral water, tap water or distilled water?

Answer: Mineral water.


Question : Flavored or non-flavored?


Answer: Pls, I think I'll just die of thirst.
What kind of trouble is this?




PS: Just saw this somewhere and thought i should share

Xx

LOVE HER ANYWAY

Love Her …when she sips on your coffee or tea. She only wants to make sure it tastes just right for you

Love Her...when she is jealous. Out of all the men she can have, she chose you

Love her…when she has annoying little habits that drives you nuts. You have them too.

Love her…when her cooking is bad. She tries.

Love her…when she looks scary in the morning. She always fixes herself up again.

Love her…when she makes you watch corny love dramas while the sport is on.
She wants to share these moments with you.

Love her...when she asks if she looks fat. Your opinion counts, so tell her she’s beautiful.

Love her…when she looks beautiful. She’s yours so appreciate her.

Love her...when she spends hours to get ready. She only wants to look her best for you.

Love her…when she buys you gifts you don’t like. Smile and tell her its what you’ve always wanted.

Love her…when she cries for absolutely nothing. Don’t ask, tell her its going to be okay

Love her…when she suffers from PMS. Buy chocolate, rub her feet and just chat to her (trust me this works!)

Love her…when whatever you do is not pleasing. It happens and will pass

Love her…when she stains your clothes. You needed a new shirt anyway

Love her…when she argues. She only wants to make things right
All these things form part of a Woman’s Character.

Woman are part of your life and should be treated as the queen
Take time to make her feel Special in Every Way.
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How are you all doing? I know i've been a bad blogger please bear with me its not my fault its school. I have three assignments due same week which is in like two more weeks *sigh* and i have just started one, anyway God Dey!

Luv you all guys, would be back soon.

Xx

A strange fairy tale

A strange love
Where we haven’t met physically
But through the thousand miles
Our hearts bond together
And dance to the rhythm of love.

A strange love
Where people tell us we can’t be
But our hearts have gone too far
To be stopped or held back.

A strange love
Where a special bond
Brings us together
From two opposite parts of the world
From a thousand miles apart
And our hearts dance to the rhythm of love

A strange love
Only we can understand
Only we can see its beauty
Only we can speak about it

A strange love
That will overcome all hardships
That will stand the test of time
That will bring us close each day
That will cover the thousand miles and bring us near
That will make us dance to the rhythm of love

A strange love
Which is never strange to us but to others
Which will bring me into your arms
Which will prove we’re for real and not just playing around
Which will again bond our hearts together, body and soul.

PS:Arrgh this distance is killing me!!

Xx

The Kiss

My Blogfam I'm so so sorry for not updating my blog. I have been very busy with school work, tests, assignments and what not. I'm not complaining sha. Solomonsydelle i have updated o come and read.


So to the gist of the day, i know you guys would be like whats up with the title oya make una remove una minds from gutter jo,LOL. Ok seriously this thing has been bothering me for a while and i couldn't discuss it with anyone so i decided to share with my blogfam i might get the answer.

Abeg people what is the pleasure in kissing? Yes i have never been kissed sue me.lol
Ok i'm doing the LDR thingy so how do you guys expect me to be kissed ehn?? I have always been wondering what it is like to be kissed, as in how does someone feel after and during the kiss?

I met my BF online tho a friend of mine knows him and hooked us up, those who have read my blog from beginning would know what I'm talking about. We haven't met and its like a year now since we starting going out. Throughout my last relationship too i never got kissed, it was LDR too tho we meet whenever i go to 9ja which is once in a year. I guess this explains it all why i have never been kissed.

What worries me most is i don't think i can kiss anyone or i might have problem when i have my first kiss because I'm a neat freak plus i can't stand bad breath, i can't imagine licking someone's spit abi is that not what kissing is all about? Abi is it licking of tongues? Abeg make una tel me so i would know what i would be expecting. I just hope my BF doesn't get angry with me sha because all his talk is when he would kiss me especially as i told him i have never been kissed.

This post is getting longer but i cant leave without saying this, my ex called me some days back and he was like we should get back together but i told him nope we can only be friends,not knowing that he got engaged days back before he called me, imagine the shock i got when i heard the news. I was pissed off, sent him a text congratulating him so i could here his own side of the story which he later called me pretending he doesn't know what i was talking about, felt like slapping the idiot through the phone. Anyway he denied completely but i heard the story from a reliable source. Whatever the case might be its his problem, what pissed me off was the way he played with my intelligence. I sha gave him strong warning.

Abeg my brothers and sisters don't just read and go, please make una answer me small. I know most people on blogsville have been kissed so don't tell me you have never been kissed oo...lol

I wish you all a great Easter weekend.


Xx

To the Wonderful Mothers

Your mother is always with you...
She's the whisper of the leaves
as you walk down the street.

She's the smell of bleach
in your freshly laundered socks.

She's the cool hand on your brow
when you're not well.
Your mother lives inside your laughter.

She's crystallized in every tear drop.
She's the place you came from,
your first home...

She's the map you follow
with every step that you take.

She's your first love
and your first heart break...
and nothing on earth can separate you.

Not time, Not space...
Not even death...
will ever separate you
from your mother...
You carry her inside of you...

Happy Mother's Day!!!

I SEE YOU

I See You

Someone whom is Courageous
Someone who is Brave
Someone who is fearless
Someone with a heart of Gold
I See You

Someone with Charming eYes
that which hides yet portrays a million & 1 things
Indepth innocence lies beneath
dancing while talking yet glowing while smiling
Someone with great sense of humour and excellent instincts
Intelligence mixed with beauty....one dat i treasure the most
I See You

Someone who could be my knight in shining armor
Someone who could take me 2 the moon and bring me back stars
Someone who does what his heart desires regardles of what others think or say
Someone who holds endless love and heart filled with romance ready 2 b showered
I See You

Someone who talks with his heart and not with his mind
Someone who is caring, loving, adoring
always ecstatic never sad nor unhappy
always shy and reserved but atimes self centered
speaks not much nor displeases you
I See You

Someone I hold dear to my heart
the reason why i live and breathe
My one, My heart, My soul, My sense of thot, My world n My everything
I See U

PS: Dedicated to BF. Love you boo!

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My people how una dey? Its been a while since i blogged but i have been around reading other blogs and leaving comments around. School has been hectic and so many problems in my life (story for another day), please i need serious prayers, abeg make una include me in yours.

The blogsville interactive story is back THE CUPID'S RISK you all should check it out its getting more interesting.

Ok I should go back to my work just took a short break and thought of putting up a post.

Notice to Employees

Dear STAFF,

Please be advised that these are NEW rules and regulations implemented to raise the efficiency of our firm.


1) TRANSPORTATION:

It is advised that you come to work driving a car according to your salary.


A) If we see you driving a Honda, we assume you are doing well financially and therefore you do not need a raise.

B) If you drive a 10 year old car or taking public transportation, we assume you must have lots of savings therefore you do not need a raise.

C) If you drive a Pickup, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a raise.


2) ANNUAL LEAVE :

Each employee will receive 104 Annual Leave days a year ( Wow! Said 1 employee).

- They are called SATURDAYs AND SUNDAYs.



3) LUNCH BREAK:

A) Skinny people get 30 minutes for lunch as they need to eat more so that they can look healthy.

B) Normal size people get 15 minutes for lunch to get a balanced meal to maintain their average figure.

C) Fat people get 5 minutes for lunch, because that's all the time needed to drink a Slim Fast and take a diet pill.



4) SICK DAYS:

We will no longer accept a doctor Medical Cert as proof of sickness.

- If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work.



5) SURGERY :

As long as you are an employee here, you need all your organs.

- You should not consider removing anything. We hired you intact.

- To have something removed constitutes a breach of employment.



6) INTERNET USAGE :

All personal Internet usage will be recorded and charges will be deducted from your bonus (if any) and if we decide not to give you any, charges will be deducted from your salary.

Best regards,
HR

I'm a mean manager i know...hehe


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So i promised in my last post to let you all know what happened between me and BF. After reading all the comments left on the post, i felt encouraged and decided to call him first but when i got the phone to call i was'nt brave enough ti call so i just sent him a text apologising, he didn't reply for about 15mins i knew he was just forming. Well he replied back saying its not like he wanted me to apologise,he just didnt like the way we had nothing to say to each other, that its scary if we both can't talk.

Anyhoo, we talked things over but HRH still refused to say a word about what i needed him to say, well i just let things go didn't want us to have another bad time so i didn't force him this time around,but i wasn't happy how he still refused to talk about it. So we now good and things are going well before we have another fitght.LOL

Happy weekend guys, hope you all have plans for it. Mine is a long one friday is a public holiday here so i have 3 days to sleep...yayyy!!!

Xx

Tiger Woods apologises

Thanks for all your kind words on my last post, y'all are far too kind. I will try as much as possible and call him to talk things over, I'll let you know the feedback.

I was serching for one video on youtube when i saw this, Tiger Woods thingy. I felt soo sorry for him after watching it, i know what he did was wrong but i think people should forgive him after this speech he made, atleast he has realised his mistake and he is not first nor last so he should be forgiven. I just hope he sticks to his words sha. The speech was really touching and emotional it almost brought me to tears. Here is a link to the video,I think you all should watch it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U6jSHBHRIBM

I have said enough,make i go continue dey watch my movie.

Xx

The ICU Waiting Room

The Intensive Care Waiting Room is different from any other place in the world, and the people who wait there are different. They cant do enough for each other. No one is rude. The distinction of class and race melts away. The garbage man loves his wife as much as the University Professor loves his, and everyone understands this. Each person pulls for everyone else. In the intensive care waiting room, the world changes. Vanity and pretence vanishes. The universe is focused on the doctor's next report, if only it would show some improvement.

Everyone knows that loving someone else is what life is all about. Could we love like that, if we realized that everyday of life is like a day in intensive care waiting room???

PS:Just came across the title and these thoughts came to my mind.

Xx

Feelings i can't call mine.

As I lay on my bed
heavy thoughts pounders my heart
darkness surrounds my world
my feelings turning into illusion
cast upon me by a charm of depression

Yet I put a smile
a smile to set a thousand free
free is the treasure my heart longs for
a feeling to bear fruits
love they say is every man's weakness
and a smile is all the world needs to alter its 'OK'

BUT truly the heart is troubled
tortured by my own feelings
like I have been throne into a dungeon
with endless voice
voices of immortality
fear that makes the spine quiver
a whole night

Yet frightened to let the eye close
to a point where only love makes sense
and it presence crumbles my world
my heart pledges peace but rages war
trapped in-between my thought
a decision to make
two hearts which looks like one
feelings which carries heavy burden

This wasn't my bargain!!!
This wasn't my ideal wish!!!
This wasn't my precious twinkle tune!!!

Yet I say 'patience is my only remedy'
only tears makes my day brighter
nothing left but an empty box called FEELINGS
Silence now my greatest enemy...
only my pen to lay down my expression
they say words are the greatest evidence for action


I WISH FEELINGS,
can turn into roses...so they would be cherished
can turn into twin... so that a love like never before can be felt
it seems my feelings bears no roots
calling upon its author
yet it holds a tree which shatters mingling leaves
I want to close my eyes but will I sleep?
I just want to wake up and see my world in a new universe
BUT all I get at the end is my pen and
feelings are so long gone
conquered is my heart.....for my feelings count no more!!!!

Sigh...

Sorry guys the writing looks rough and there might be mistakes too,i'm not in the mood to proof read so bear with me. Luv y'all.

PS: Anyone watching The Vampire Diaries? if you are not please do,i tell you its the bomb!

Xx

A Reminder to us all

Be aware of your negligence and awaken yourself from your slumber before such a time when a noise is heard that u have fallen ill; that your condition is precarious;that the physicians have been called in. The physicians and the doctors will no doubt be called in; but no one will/can give u the guarantee of life.

There will be a cry that you are making your will. Your voice will become inaudible. Now you don’t recognize anyone, you will start panting for breath. Your groaning will increase.Your eyelashes will droop & at that moment u will become aware of the hereafter, but your tongue will falter & u will not be able to say anything.

Your friends and relatives standing there will be weeping. Now there appears before you your son or daughter then comes your brother or sister,& lastly your wife. But your tongue will become speechless. In the meantime, every part of your body will start becoming lifeless & you will breathe your last & your soul will reach the heavens.

Your kith 'n' kin will make arrangements for your immediate burial;
The visitors will observe silence after lamentation;
Your enemies will rejoice;
Your enemies will be absorbed in dividing the goods u left behind;
Your wives will remarry;
While u r held accountable for your deeds.

This is the reality of Mortal Life.

Hmmn, my greatest fear is death. I am scared of the day i would die because i know it takes a little time for people to keep on remembering me and i don't know where my deeds will take me to.

My people how una dey?its been a while,hope you guys are all doing good. Happy new month o,i can't believe its already february befor we realise it 2010 would be half way.

I'm out, remain blessed.
Xx

How Men Change

The Love Word:
After 6 weeks: I looo-ve you, I love you, I love you!
After 6 months: Of course, I love you.
After 6 years: GOD, if I didn't love you, then why did I marry you?

Back from Work:
After 6 weeks: Honey, I'm home!
After 6 months: I'm BACK!!
After 6 years: Have you cooked yet?

Phone Ringing:
After 6 weeks: Baby, somebody wants you on the phone.
After 6 months: Here, it's for you.
After 6 years: ANSWER THE PHONE DAM*T!!

Cooking:
After 6 weeks: I never knew food could taste so good!
After 6 months: What are we having for dinner tonight?
After 6 years: EBA AGAIN??

New Dress:
After 6 weeks: Wow, you look like an angel in that dress.
After 6 months: You bought a new dress again?
After 6 years: How much did THAT cost me?

TV:
After 6 weeks: Baby, what would you like us to watch tonight?
After 6 months: I like this movie.
After 6 years: I'm going to watch MAN U play, if you're not in the
mood, go to bed, I can stay up by myself!

PS:Thanks guys for all your comments on my last post.

Xx

Trust and Hurt

Many times the ones we trust most are the ones who hurt us the most.
When trust is gone there is nothing left just a sad and painful mess.That’s a lesson I learned so hard from all the god-forsaken things you have done.I had your back,you had my soul and beat it till my blemished lips mouthed nothing but a loathing groan.

I never thought you destroy me so,you played with my emotions and snapped them like pencil.Not even to cry or give a care just took my mind damned it bare.You try to turn it all around; put all the blame on me by reminding me of what we use to be.You said “I had my reasons and I gave you chances” but you killed them all.So you sit there laughing your cursed laugh,as I slowly fall into the deep unknown.

I blame myself for this I guess… for I saw the green flame glowing in your glassy eyes but I chose to devise for you to help you through the suppose “hell” you go through.I am stronger now and I suppose this is the time where I learn who my real friends are.I think its time I delete it all as I walk down this long dreary hall because the old me is gone and everything this time is said and done.
Said and done…..

Hope everyone had a wonderful weekend,mine was great,hanged out with friends.
Xx

Some Friends Are Forever

Sometimes in life,
you find a special friend:
Someone who changes your life
by being a part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;

Someone who makes you believe
that there really is
good in the world.

Someone who convinces you
that there is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.

This is forever friendship...

When you're down,
and the world seems dark and empty,
your forever friends lifts you up in spirit
and make that dark and empty world
suddenly seem bright and full.

Your forever friend gets you through
the hard times, the sad times,
and the confused times.
If you turn and walk across,

Your forever friend follows.
If you lose your way,

Your forever friend holds your hand
and tells you that
everything is going to be okay.

And if you find such a friend,
you will feel happy and complete,
because you need not worry.
You have a forever friend for life,
and forever has no end.

Thanks for been there sweety.I know you wont get to read this but all the same.Love you!!

PS:This poem is dedicated to my darling friend or rather sister.

PSS:Thanks guys for your kind comments on my last post,i felt much better after reading the comments. I have finally taken my mind off from going to nigeria again and i have made up my mind not to talk to my dad about it again.

Xx

I want to hate my Dad

Arrrgh, i want to cry maybe i will feel better.

I want to hate my Dad but i feel its wrong. I have been on break since december but i'm still here doin noting just eating,sleeping,and playing around with my computer.

Since before my break i asked my Dad if i could go to nigeria and he promised me i would, here i am still over here, anytime i ask him he keeps saying you will come.I have my things ready just waiting for my ticket. I'm fed up but i cant give up,i still believe i would still be going.

Why on earth would he promise me if he knows he cant send me the ticket??? Why didnt he tell me in the first place that he cant afford it ehn??If he had said it in the very first place i wouldn't mind at least i wont have hope abi??? Mscheew,i'm really depressed right now all i want is to cry *sigh*.

I think i will just call him up and cry on the phone maybe that will work.

Hope you guys are having a wonderful weekend,mine is not any good. Would be back to do a proper post just needed to vent my anger.



Xx

Award

I Want to say thank you to Myne for the award above. As a new blogger i never expected any award so soon,so you can imagine how happy i was when i got one.

This Award is supposed to be passed to five other bloggers,i would have loved to pass to as many as i want but according to the rules just five are allowed and some have been given the award already.

So i pass this award to

BSNC

My World

Ms Dufa

Sugarking

Fragilethinks

PS:Three gbosas to Myne for teaching me how to link the blogs. Thanks Myne.

I'm out!!!

Xx

Yayy its 2010

Happyy New Year to y'all. May 2010 be a year filled with blessings and success to everyone.

I thank God for all that happened in 2009,I have learnt so many lessons during the year and i hope i dont repeat the mistakes i made last year.I pray my 2010 would be better than 2009.

HAPPY NEW YEAR ONCE MORE!!!